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finish your thesis. make it the best thesis ever. that you will make, at least. even if it turns out wrong. give it your best fight. after this, you will be moving on. you will be graduating this october. starting july, you will review for the board exam. everyday will be a step towards your being a topnotcher. of course, you will be earning on the side. september the next year, you will take the board exam. a few days later, you will shock the world and regain your dignity. you will be traveling across asia. when you return, you will be working in a true company. you will have your bloody red car and condo unit. you will paint your unit scarlet red and fill it with books and lots of colorful stuff. then you’ll go to medschool, finally enjoying what you are studying. if not that, pathology or microbiology. every summer you will travel somewhere. europe, south and north america, africa, australia. top the board exam for the second time around. then you will marry, i guess. you will be a great doctor. you will walk around the hospital, sharing and giving hope to people. you will help them get better. at the same time, you will be a great wife and mother. and you will be a great daughter for you will be supporting your parents. when you get tired of being a doctor and when the kids have graduated, you will retire. you will set up your coffee shop library. also, you will be writing and publishing your book. then you will return to your maker and you will tell Him all about the good life you’ve lived. but for now, finish your thesis. that moment when you badly have to finish something but don’t have the desire to do so anymore. just a few more steps. but you are the one hindering yourself. you are the one not taking the steps. i don’t want to do this anymore. i don’t. i don’t. i don’t. but if i don’t, i won’t graduate. and i won’t be able to find a real work. and i won’t earn. and i won’t be able to go to medschool, and be a doctor, and eventually put up my own coffee shop with library, retire and live in a beautiful house by the beach. instead i’ll be stuck somewhere until forever, regretting that time when i was sitting in starbucks, not finishing what i was supposed to finish. destiny over being stubborn. that moment when you can’t post everything anymore. -Silas to Bod, The Graveyard Book. it will be my disciples’ turn :) amazing where servanthood can take you. Luzon G12 Conference. :bd from dapattylaurel
after some time- no, it’s not her that is awesome. covenant keeping love. the love with which we are loved, the love with which we should love. great wedding :)
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