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i have issues. but i am happy and excited. in fact, i’ve never felt happier and more alive than now. i can feel the stretch. strength is surging in. the race is about to start. i haven’t ran in a race before. actually i do not know what to do. haha. but i am ready to conquer. this is a sure win because this is a race specifically and specially designed for me. every turn and terrain was put in place with me in mind. so i will run, finish this race and claim my victory. Even the trophy is designed for me. i should thank the coordinator and sponsor of this race. Oh, He happened to be my coach too. Have you ever seen a race as biased as this before? well then, watch this one.

To be a dignified and respectable woman of God

2nd Destiny Network Conference
AWAKENING
Cuneta Astrodome
August 23, 2014

IMPOSSIBLE IS NOT A DECLARATION. IT IS A DARE.

2nd Destiny Network Conference
AWAKENING
Cuneta Astrodome
August 23, 2014

IMPOSSIBLE IS NOT A DECLARATION. IT IS A DARE.

1. Putting things in their proper place pays a lot. When you are a student, you just throw the bluebooks away once the semester’s over. What’s the use of keeping all those memories specially when they are not good? When you are a professional, you have to keep every single piece of paper and remember exactly where they landed. Reports are not anymore for your boss to check and grade. They are there for her to check and re-check over and over again. Save yourself from all the panic and stress of remembering where that singe sheet of seemingly important information went.
2. Familiarity means trouble. No matter how familiar a material is, no matter how it has always been perfect or just fine, you cannot assume that it will always be that way. There’s always entropy. You’ll never when things will go wrong. Hence you cannot neglect the process. You have to go through it, every single step of it.
3. Communicate. Short, clear, and concise.
4. It is easier to accept correction and change than defend yourself with all the energy and drama that you have. There are a lot of things to do. Conserve energy. You only have one audience. Stop the drama.
5. It is not about you. It is not for you to be appreciated and praised. It is not for you to be happy and feel good about yourself. Problems with real numbers are less of a hassle than problems with imaginary number i’s. Remove i from the equation and you’ll be just fine.

I think I am growing.

I am thankful for being here. Its not yet the dream job but at the moment, i think it’s just right. I am learning the basics not just of manufacturing but of being part of a system, in general. Even pregnancy. haha. Someday it will all fall into place. The way to the promised land is through a desert. Who would’ve thought. I’ll have my who would’ve thought moment soon enough.

Maybe I’ll be a geochemist. What does a geochemist do?

Anyway, for now, I will focus on maintaining my table and hitting my deadlines. I will get all that I can from this. It’s not an accident that I have a very systematic and patient superior. This is an opportunity to grow.

Or maybe I’ll be a country-hopping hipster in search of the best coffee beans. Then i’ll have my own coffee bean plantation when I retire.

Bits and pieces. Its just a matter of putting them together. Now, where is that next piece?

itscarororo:

ofgeography:

robin williams died today.
here is a list of things that robin williams was:
funny
sharp
kind
clever
and sad.
that’s important, the “and sad,” because sometimes sadness can feel like the only thing we are. it can feel all-encompassing. it can feel like the only thing anyone could possibly see, when they look at you: sad. that person is so, so, sad.
but there is always an “and.” we are never just sad. we are never only. we are always and.
we have all known people who were sad, who are sad; some of us are ourselves sad. being sad does not remove the other parts of us, though it can make them harder for us to see. when you are sad, you don’t necessarily feel like you are also funny, and sharp, and clever, and kind.
but you still are. you don’t have to feel like something to be it.
those things are written on your bones, they are woven into the fabric of your skin. sadness can feel so big, so big and overwhelming and complete, even when it is not a directed sadness. maybe especially when it is not a directed sadness, when it’s a depression that has no direct cause and nothing we can name.
sometimes the sadness is too big. people try to cut it out, or starve it out, or drink it down, or drug it silent. if this is you: i’m sorry. if this is you: you are not alone. if this is you: remember that the solution is never to give up, because you do not live in a vacuum. there are people waiting for you. there are films and songs and books and not-sadness waiting for you. i know that you don’t feel like waiting, but wait anyway.
if you need help, ask for it. here’s a link to crisis centers across the globe. if you live in the U.S., this is the national suicide prevention hotline: 1-800-273-8255.
robin williams died today, but the genie didn’t, and mrs. doubtfire didn’t, and peter pan didn’t. sean maquire didn’t, and professor philip brainard didn’t, and alan parrish didn’t. batty koda didn’t. john keating didn’t. you didn’t. 
don’t.

i wasn’t going to reblog anymore on this but i read this and i feel like there are probably some folks on here who might need to read it, too.

itscarororo:

ofgeography:

robin williams died today.

here is a list of things that robin williams was:

  • funny
  • sharp
  • kind
  • clever
  • and sad.

that’s important, the “and sad,” because sometimes sadness can feel like the only thing we are. it can feel all-encompassing. it can feel like the only thing anyone could possibly see, when they look at you: sad. that person is so, so, sad.

but there is always an “and.” we are never just sad. we are never only. we are always and.

we have all known people who were sad, who are sad; some of us are ourselves sad. being sad does not remove the other parts of us, though it can make them harder for us to see. when you are sad, you don’t necessarily feel like you are also funny, and sharp, and clever, and kind.

but you still are. you don’t have to feel like something to be it.

those things are written on your bones, they are woven into the fabric of your skin. sadness can feel so big, so big and overwhelming and complete, even when it is not a directed sadness. maybe especially when it is not a directed sadness, when it’s a depression that has no direct cause and nothing we can name.

sometimes the sadness is too big. people try to cut it out, or starve it out, or drink it down, or drug it silent. if this is you: i’m sorry. if this is you: you are not alone. if this is you: remember that the solution is never to give up, because you do not live in a vacuum. there are people waiting for you. there are films and songs and books and not-sadness waiting for you. i know that you don’t feel like waiting, but wait anyway.

if you need help, ask for it. here’s a link to crisis centers across the globe. if you live in the U.S., this is the national suicide prevention hotline: 1-800-273-8255.

robin williams died today, but the genie didn’t, and mrs. doubtfire didn’t, and peter pan didn’t. sean maquire didn’t, and professor philip brainard didn’t, and alan parrish didn’t. batty koda didn’t. john keating didn’t. you didn’t. 

don’t.

i wasn’t going to reblog anymore on this but i read this and i feel like there are probably some folks on here who might need to read it, too.